Beast-Balls

Take a crash head first, Give this gash a wider birth. Empty threats promised, Followed by failing love thats honest. Directly spoken whispers, Deafen violent needy listeners. One sided newly measured, Incisions on the heart you severed. Longing joyful praises, Met by lonely lying favours. A tear full of regert, The returns of revenge filled intent. Passing people laughing, Sorrow showing never masking.

Today I am in debt, I can never pay for the ammount of happiness, Or the memories I will keep. If heaven is perfect, Every moment I spend with you is there. One glance at you can stop time, When you smile it saves the world from dispair. Just a touch stops my heart, Holding you makes me feel alive, It makes me smile. I was always ignorant to the meaning of bliss, But i can feel it with the shortest kiss, But every time we do, It makes me work harder for this. I am the world and you are my star, You shine brighter than anyone, You spin me around. When we're together, Nothing else matters, Just you and I, A moment in heaven

Yesterday, I got up, I got dressed, I got dressed "up", "Going to a big party today" I dressed to impress, A girl. was she even going to be there? A girl who I can never be with... Yet, i'm trying to impress her. Is this logical? ("No!") "Cause you look silly", I'm dressing to impress a girl at a party Who I can't be with but might not even be there... I look rather silly... I went, late, but fashionably late, Low and behold, She isn't there, Dressed up for nothing. I got up, I got dressed, Same clothes, but not dressed up, I'm glad yesterday is so far away.

I don't want to see you, I don't want to know you, The body clocks ticking, You dont know what to do. Its breaking your mind, I'm breaking a smile, I can safely say you hav ran out of time. It came to the end, you're losing a friend, Enemies growing, And the time you can't mend. This fear has grabbed your tounge, And ripped it out, My devil killed the angel for making doubt. Danger in the water, And bubbles in the blood Keep the vicious lying, and find you six feet in the mud.

Is this me? Can this be real? Your perfect life with a kiss and a seal. Dealing with rage ad dealing with death, A gamble that decides your final breath. A hand that rules, It's stronger than you, The weight on your shoulders, And something so cruel. This is new, I feel it is true, Makes my heart race, And put on my happy face, For us and for this, Sealed with a kiss. This won't get old, we break the mould, If anyone doubts then, we will show them, I sold my soul for a heart made of gold, The hearts not in my chest, but while it lasts, I feel blessed.